Thursday, August 31, 2006
Why am I feeling so tired? I had a dream this morning. I dreamt that I've lost my wallet while watching some soccer match. And I'm been running in the dream. Finally at a corner of a rubbish bin, I saw a bag with a wallet. And I found my NRIC inside + some one cents coin. Funny dream ya? I wake up with a very tired body. I guess it's because I don't have a good sleep. It was pouring this morning before I go to work. Hmmm.. very good weather to stay at home and rest. I hate to start my morning with rain. Shit! Reached office, did up my other 2 more options. Half of my mind is dead... partly because of not enough sleep. Arggghhh!

And yes, I'm right! I was given SCB job to work on too. Well, as long as I don't have much for the main job. I guess it's fine man. Had my lunch at "Tea house". Ordered my favourite Black pepper pork with rice and hot almond drink. Hmmmm.. taste funny huh. The rain never stop... and getting heavier. Luckily we dashed back to the office fast. Continued with my mockup and show my head of Design. Hee! He's fine with all and a small changes here and there. Wanted so much to doze off soon. I have to control! Worked until 7pm, decided to call it a day. Packed and left for home. Had my meal settled in Yewtee. Went back home, can't even bother to shower. Watch 9pm show and without me knowing. I doze off..... Suddenly, a call disturbed me. It's SIL! Well, I wake up to have my shower, blog and watch some SCV.. will sleep early today. Good nite!

Wednesday, August 30, 2006
A lazy working day Work was very slow today. Nothing to do for the first half. Went for lunch at Amara Hotel with 6 colleagues plus me. Had a Japanese chicken teriyaki set. Yummy! Anyway, today was the 2nd day that I've took the pills. 5 times before lunch.... Hmmm.. But of course not everytime I've luck. Ha! After my meal, 5 of us went to Watson for a quick shopping and entered a cafe for a cup of coffee because it's pouring outside. Well, chit-chatted again + gossips. Lee was our topic of the day. We teased her about Sil. She brushed. Dam funny.....Around 2.05pm, we can't wait anymore but to run back to office. Yah, we are all drenched. And I think I caught a flu after running under the rain. Was very tired and sleepy.

Went around to traffic dept to ask for job. Given Raffles pitch job (Sales Folder) to do instead of SCB. But after that, my traffic lady seems like wanting to give me that job too. Hmmmm....I felt that I'm crashing myself with stones. Anyway, no much mood to do the job. Did up one option out of 3. And decided to go sis's house for dinner. Ha! By the time I've reached her place, I've already drew up the 2 other options. Hee! Very efficient mah! Had my meal real fast and dashed home asap. I wanted to watch the last episode of "Project Runway". There are 3 designers left for the final fashion week. And they each have to come up with 13 pieces for the show. I really love Chloe's design. She's a vietamnese and live in States. And her fashion creative is unique and nice.

While watching TV, I saw Meaty online. He was sick for 2 days already and I think today was very bad. Even have to go hospital to see doctor. Haix! I think the food and weather was the caused. Anyway, had a short chat with him and after which he went for dinner. Watched a bit of TV and I dozed off to sleep.

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你說
作詞：小寒　作曲：陳科妤　編曲：Terence Teo
演唱：陳牌妤

她看來不錯　朋友說眼神像我
我太笨拙　不懂得發時閃躲
才會看著　幸福被剝奪

你帶她看日落　我留在黑夜摸索
微笑輪廓　旁邊怎麼不是我
努力不難過　怕擾亂現有生活

你說　你說　說我愛聽的結果
說天雖遼闊　愛不是折磨
有我就夠了自由算什麼
要你說　你說　說你還會愛著我
說不怕承諾　會將你反鎖
你情願停泊也不願漂泊　就當哄哄我

其實她沒錯　你的溫柔如煙火在眼中閃爍
誰都無法去閃躲　會持續多久　燦爛結果是墜落
還捨不得揭破　光鮮的愛情包裏一層層泡沫
藏著出錯的線索　是我太懦弱　寧願將所有錯都埋沒

能借用的藉口那麼多
對我說謊言該是你得心應手的小動作
可惜你連反駁都不反駁
只說了整夜刺耳的沈默


灰色空間
作詞：姚若龍　作曲：Yoo/Young Seok　編曲：陳飛午
演唱：羅志祥

原來不是白就是黑
只不過是天真的以為
要醉得清醒　要無辜的犯罪
現實的世界只有灰

堅強得太久好疲憊
想抱愛的人沉沉的睡
捲來的風暴　兇猛裡有種美
死了心　痛就沒有感覺

灰色空間　我是誰
記不得幸福是什麼滋味
無路可退　妳是誰
怎麼為我流淚

夢見發著光的草原
一身傷回到很久以前
我選擇不恨　帶著平靜走遠
醒來後　夜還是長夜

灰色空間　我是誰
記不得幸福是什麼滋味
無跟可退　妳是誰
怎麼為我流淚
緊抱著我流淚


假想敵
作詞：小寒　作曲：黃韻仁　編曲：黃韻仁
演唱：蔡健雅

分開感覺原本　沒那麼疼
相愛過程　兩人都誠懇
平心靜氣調整　或許還能
把他看成　老朋友般的同等身份
可惜　人都抵不過自尊
不恨　聽起來太愚蠹

不聞不問　怕自已平靜的心再沸騰
愛過的人　都非得當成假想的敵人
不聞不問　卻反覆提醒自己有傷痕
冷漠的人　得在狠下心前先對自己殘忍

回憶親暱口吻　親密眼神
難以平衡　曖昧感覺如何能調整
總之　界限要清楚劃分
以防自己還想要等


我不想離開你
作詞：彭學斌　作曲：彭學斌　編曲：李艾璇
演唱：唐以菲

你　說分手那一天
就這樣在我房間坐了整夜
頭上的燈　即使亮著也漆黑

你　顯得有些疲倦
如果愛只剩考驗
你又如此戒備森嚴
我不要埋怨　埋怨後抱歉
抱歉後回到原點

我不想離開你　離開你
我不用淚水留你
就算我　總是提醒自己下不為例
卻又一次跌進一層一層的霧裡

我不想離開你　離開你
我不用謊言欺騙我自己
別再說話我要你聽一聽
是不是　我真的愛你

我原來只是你的影子
跟隨你的空氣
我呼吸　狠狠地
不懂得休息
卻依然聞不到你氣息
我不想離開你
我不想離開你

Tuesday, August 29, 2006
LS day & painful Wanted to wake up early for work but then I was still lazy at bed. Finally, pulled myself up at 7.50am. Dam it! Washed up and got myself ready to get out of the house. Wore a newly bought blue-colored tee which I've bought at chinatown yesterday. Listening to my favourite songs and reading my last few pages of "Cents & Sensible" while standing at the bus stop waiting for shuttle service. Reached the office at the usual time - 9.25pm. Started my urgent job for the day. Anyway, yesterday i took 3 chinese pills (intro by sis) for clearing my stomach. I wonder will it work? I waited until 11.30am and was still wondering, does these pills worked? Decided that I can't wait to see result. I went to the toilet to try my luck. Ha! Within a min, it worked! I see wonders... but i think too much wonder became such a pain in my ass. Ha!

Went to lunch with colleagues at the Malay stall near Murray Street. As time was still early, we settled down at "Ah Kun", had a coffee and chit-chatted until 1.45pm. Back to my seat and continued my job. Haix! Can feel that rashes attacked me again. Dashed to the toilet for second round. Oh! Pain, pain. Anyway, can't be bother. Finally at around 4pm, I've finished my mockup. Sat at my corner and MSN Augusta. Hee! Eat snake lah! Knocked off work at 6.15pm, went over to sis's house for dinner. Ai yo! The feeling of shit comes knocking on my door again. Wau lau eh! After a good relieved, I had my dinner. So bloody afraid of shit again. What to do! It can lose weight mah and at the same time, cleared up my system. That's the most important part. And I still have to take for 10 days... Sob sob...Bought my dress down to alter but after walking a few distance, my shit stir up again. Quickly dashed back to sis's house and finished up my last round. Decided to get home ASAP, showered, blog and took my lovely shitty pills.. ha! I really asked for it man! MSN with a friend, listening to her sorrow.. sad!

Monday, August 28, 2006
A fast passing August Without realizing, it's already 28 August. The last day time that I've blogged it's 2 August. 20 days in between... Dam long. Can't believe it. And I've a friend asking me why do I not blog recently. Well, I've a bad, long month. Everyday it's a dragged which made me realize that growing up it's really not fantastic. Anyway, in life, everything is not a smooth path. Whether you like it anot, you have to go through it. You can blame it on anyone but too bad, it's your life. Take it and live it! I'm not been pestimistic, just trying to blog up my thoughts. Anyway, Meaty is out of town again. A long 7 weeks of been alone. Luckily, this time round, Fang is back at home. And of course, I've mummy tan and little prince and meeting up some friends too. Well, today, I was rather tensed. I was waiting for a brief since last friday. And until after lunch, I have yet to receive that brief. OMG! Really don't know why it takes such a long time. Finally, it reached me at 3.30pm. Sick man! Luckily, I've till tue noon. Need to get to work early tomorrow. :(

Okie, have to sleep early today. Will be back to blog again.

Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Drove to work Waking up really early than usual - 7.15am where I slept at 2.30am this morning. Funny part is that I don't feel as tired as yesterday. What's happening man? While walking towards the bus stop, I went up to get my car and drove off... Ha! Siao liao! Don't know why am I driving today when I should be driving yesterday? Drove and parked at Redhill and took a mrt to office. Bought myself coffee and bun during the way to office. Yummy! Did up my mock up for KF job. Had a internal meeting with the servicing and CD. Had to re-work a bit more. Hmmmm....

Teochew Lunch & excitement Finally worked through lunch time. Had a slightly different lunch today. Went to teochew restuarant with a gang of 6. Ordered 5 dishes and a desert - Yam. Very nice lunch but expensive leh. Costed $19 each. Wow! Backed to work and tried to finish up whatever I could. Around 5pm, I was dam sleepy and tired.. about to doze off soon. Actually in fact, I'm quite excited today because tomorrow I will be able to see meaty. A long and terrible wait for the past 1 month plus. It's really not easy. And there's more to come. Haix! What to do, at this age, if he doesn't build up his career when will he be able to. Anyway, after work, dashed off with Lisa to Redhill to pickup car and dropped her at near sis's house. Had a wonderful meal and nice and hearty chat with them. Didn't stay too long, drove home around 9pm as I'm a bit tired and sleepy. Needed to rest early today. Yes! My island is not lonely tomorrow.... Yippy!

Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Headache Waking up with a slight headache. Hmmmm.. Still very sleepy after a long hours of sleep during the weekend. Shit! Anyway, wore a pair of high platform to work today and I thought it might be alright after I've pasted some shoes padding. And decided to wear new 3/4 short that Fang had bought from HK. Heavily dragged myself to work. Haix! Works still as usual and there's datelines for Wednesday & Thursday. But still waiting for copy to come in.... anyway, no mood to do so much leh. Got a msn message from Meaty that he's sick. Poor thingy, no one to take care of him now. Haix! Miss him so much. Anway, 2 more days and I will get to see him soon.

Birthday Present & Sushi Dinner I quickly knocked off around 6.15pm so that I can get to Orchard by 6.45pm. Meeting Augusta at DFS to get her a Lesportac bag for her b/day present as she found out that there's more variety over there . And indeed, there's so much range. She saw a few pieces which she likes but I guess there's only one which is quite suitable for her. Picked the design and bought this for her birthday present. All these years, whoever having birthday, we will ask each other what we will like and prefer. I know there's no surprise but I guess it will be good if each party will use the gift rather than keeping inside the cupboard right. Actually, heng ah! I did the card 3 days early if not I would have been too tired to do so. Hee! Btw, that day when I did the card in the office.. I quite like it leh... Hmmm... After our shopping, we walked back to Taka for sushi dinner. Ai yo yo! My feets is killing me badly. I really think that this pair of shoes that I wore today can't be use for long distance. Sob sob! My two poor little small toes were swell.... Arggghhh! Really felt like buying a pair of new shoes but that shouldn't be a excuse.... Finally reached Taka and it's dinner time. Had our Japanese food and I also given her the card. Just as I've expected, she loves the card.. Hee! Hee! Good, good! But the only thing which I've regretted is that I should have paid for the dinner. :( nevermind lah, will treat her on my next b/day lor.. After dinner, shopped for a while and MS came over to fetch her. While I walked over to take MRT. During the journey, I nearly bought new shoes but I tried to stop myself. Alright, okie, will be home soon.... sob sob!

Today my new bag really come in good use. I put in many things, like books, magazine, VCD, ipod and etc.... and I can read my newly bought novel during MRT. I guess that's really a good time for reading. Reached home, showered, update my blog and watched SCV...