Lost faith in work......
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Days passed really fast and soon it will be Chinese New. My tummy had been growing and it's coming to 17 weeks now. I'm in my 4th months to be exact. Of course, major changes in me too. That's part of pregancy...... I've becoming more and more tired, I guess due to overwork and stress. What can I said? We have a demanding Client who is so unreasonable. No matter how much effort that we have put in, it proved worthless to her. She only picked on the small mistakes and made a big fuss out of it. Sending nasty emails to my MD. My god! How I wish she could vanish into her own planet and get lost. She really made all of us lost faith in our work. We have lost all our energy to fight against this evil creative. Now, I so afraid to make even a small little changes in all the communications. What should we do now? Really lost and tired. Wish I could quit this account ASAP. The thought of it made me sick and giddy. Wasting our effort of going to work on Sunday, struggled through until wee hour. And back to office on Mon and Tue at 6am, just to make sure our work are in tip top condition. But........but... what do we get in the end? Nothing but blames.... Sickening woman!
Milo! Help Mummy! Help me to sail through the storm now. I really need this little energy!
@ 9:48 AM
Dining @ Coca with 3 married women plus a prince
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Meaty sent me to work this morning, despite that he had work so late the night before. But he still struggled to get out of the bed. Hee! Pregnant woman sure got privilege. But of course, I don't make this as a habit. It just not me. Work was as usual - shit! The client is giving us so much trouble at this point of time. I guess it's about time for pitching again. Sometime, I really pity the servicing and the writer. And of course me too. But afterall this is just a job, I don't have to take it so hard on myself.Today I'm meeting 3 married women.... Hee hee hee! Su is back in town, so Augusta, LeeLee & me are meeting her for dinner at Coca in Taka. Before I reached the restaurant, I went over to Topshop to get some tops as I heard that there's some sales. But to my dismay, the sale stuffs are ugly. Anyway, I managed to grab two tops which I intended to wear it in CNY. And I needed to get a few more. Haix! What to do, tummy getting bigger each day. Saw Ethan today, he was clinging onto her mummy. We were trying to coax and distract him. He finally willing to sit on his baby chain. Ha! So cute! Looking at him made me happy. Because he always gave me unexpected surprises and cute little words. Kids might be naughty at times but to me, he sure a lovely boy. Ha! Probably I seen my the worst from my nieces and nephews. To me, he's consider as a obedient boy. Well, LeeLee & Su knew about my pregnancy today. And of course now our common topic is about baby and pregnancy. I guess this can't be escape. And in future, the topic will be school and activities. Ha!After our dinner, LeeLee sent me home and we chatted alots in the car. Glad to have this kind of gathering once in a while. Meaty was home early this evening and we watched a disk of "Cai xin miao shou". Hee! But I fell asleep half way.... Sorry Meaty! Now I've to rest more for another one.
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Bossly&Jean's house warming
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Owner of the house - Bossly
Michael Ow & me
Milo mummy in action
Wow! Starlet Hotel Bedroom!
Living room light!
Kpoing at Bossly & Jean's wedding photos... hee!
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She is the always the BEST person in my life...
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Waking up blurred and stoned at 9am. Wanted so much to wake the SCV drama on 55. Happily made myself some breaky to calm Milo and started to watch the drama until 11.30am. Washed up and walked over to the opposite block to have my real breaky - Nasi Lemak. Hee! Got home and did up my house work slowly. And to my surprised! Really slowly lor. I started from 1pm and finished up at 4pm. Ha! Happily showered and decided to go over my sis's house. Had nuggets and fries. Around 6plus, we drove off to fetch BIL and drove over to Bro's shop(as my sis wanted to get some praying stuffs). We are early so we shopped around Hougang Mall. Nothing fancy me.... Boring! And slowly walked back to Bro's shop. Saw Mummy at the stall and she told us that she's already been there for 2 weeks. Ha! Tending the stall and helping out. Mum, sis and I were chit-chatting while waiting for my SIL. While we are talking about my newborn, I asked my mummy again to check whether she's really keen to take care and if not, I've to make alternate plans. And she told me, she will take care for a while and when Milo is ready to go childcare, she will not take care anymore. I do understand that my mum is a very outgoing person and would prefer to roam around freely. At this time, I'm really glad that my sis offered to help me. She told me to bring it over if mum would to give up taking care. She can help me to take care. My heart is so warm and I knew she's the best kin that I ever have. Although I would prefer not to trouble her too much. As her kids are all grown up. But I would try to see what I can do to help too. After our topic, SIL came back and they are busy packing the stuffs while some of us are waiting for them to go for dinner. Dam hungry! Guess what, I'm broken my diet. I ate chilli & pepper crabs and all the good things on the dinner table. Wau piang! Ended up really full and bloated. Meaty drove me home and I dropped dead on the bed. Ha!
@ 11:50 PM
06' Xmas gifts
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
These xmas gift is from Mummy Tan, I love the bag and the book alots. Especially the book! So far I've written down comments of my Milo bb and also bb's scan pictures.
These xmas gifts are from Tequila colleagues.
@ 12:06 PM
2007 - A new beginning...
Sunday, January 07, 2007
It's been a month plus since the last that I've updated. And now it's a bright new year to start 2007 and a totally different direction for me too. Reason? Because I'm going to be Mummy this year. A unexpected news which happened three months ago which caught me off guard. The stress and pressure which acted on me was tough. Many may think this is definitely a good news but for me at that point, it definitely a hard decision to make. To keep or to abort? Of course, in my heart, I can't bear to do such a nasty decision when the fault doesn't lied on BB. But the thought of bring it to the world might be another tougher thing which involved lots of unwanted stress again. Lots of thinking had been made and the first month was a totally disaster for me, mentally and physically. And due to so much stress, I nearly lost "BB". Spoting was the most headache thing which happened to me in the early stage. But I don't treat it seriously and of course, I was reprimanded by gynae and I've learnt my lesson. I will never forget the look on Dr. Adrian's face and the Ultra scan TV which scared me out of my life. That was the time which I realised this is not a joke and not something which can erase easily. He can't find my bb...... Sob, sob..... no matter where he tried to scan, it just doesn't show. OMG! This is scary! And finally after a scan from below, he found it. Thanks Budda! I promised I will do my best to bring it up since it's a gift from you. Until now, it's been 13weeks. I've passed through the sickening 1st trimester. It's really tough, the 'morning sickness' which followed me from morning to night. The thoughts of food made me sick and scared to eat too. The amount of energy which need to pull me through the day was so little. I could harder breathe, even to do a simple thing like walking slightly faster made it so hard for me. The sad thing is no one can help me. I could only push myself harder to past each day. Frankly speakly, as far as I loved kids but I hate to be pregnant. 6 more months to go! Jia You! Anyway, I went to korea for a short break during the christmas week. That's such a nice break for me although it's a bit too cold. But little one inside me really good to me. Thanks God! Here are some korea pictures for memory:
(From Spore to Seoul & Jeju) Blue House(Ambassador Place), Domestic to Jeju, Mt, Halla, Mysterious Road & Shopping @ Hotel Area
Korea Day 1
Dragon Head Rock, Songsan Sunrise Peak, Tangerine Orchard, Seongup Folk Village, Seogwipo(All-in Filming Site) & Jeju Underground Shopping
Korea Day 2
(From Jeju back to Seoul) Dongdaemum Market & Chuncheon Myong Dong for shopping
Korea Day 3
Kimchi DIY, Nami Island(Winter Sonata) & Xmas Eve @ Everland
Korea Day 4
Christmas Day at Lotte World, Kyongbok Palace & Itaewon shopping
Korea Day 5
Skiing Time & Last Day
Korea Day 6 & 7
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