Kingdom Hearts

2007 - A new beginning...

Sunday, January 07, 2007

It's been a month plus since the last that I've updated. And now it's a bright new year to start 2007 and a totally different direction for me too. Reason? Because I'm going to be Mummy this year. A unexpected news which happened three months ago which caught me off guard. The stress and pressure which acted on me was tough. Many may think this is definitely a good news but for me at that point, it definitely a hard decision to make. To keep or to abort? Of course, in my heart, I can't bear to do such a nasty decision when the fault doesn't lied on BB. But the thought of bring it to the world might be another tougher thing which involved lots of unwanted stress again. Lots of thinking had been made and the first month was a totally disaster for me, mentally and physically. And due to so much stress, I nearly lost "BB". Spoting was the most headache thing which happened to me in the early stage. But I don't treat it seriously and of course, I was reprimanded by gynae and I've learnt my lesson. I will never forget the look on Dr. Adrian's face and the Ultra scan TV which scared me out of my life. That was the time which I realised this is not a joke and not something which can erase easily. He can't find my bb...... Sob, sob..... no matter where he tried to scan, it just doesn't show. OMG! This is scary! And finally after a scan from below, he found it. Thanks Budda! I promised I will do my best to bring it up since it's a gift from you. Until now, it's been 13weeks. I've passed through the sickening 1st trimester. It's really tough, the 'morning sickness' which followed me from morning to night. The thoughts of food made me sick and scared to eat too. The amount of energy which need to pull me through the day was so little. I could harder breathe, even to do a simple thing like walking slightly faster made it so hard for me. The sad thing is no one can help me. I could only push myself harder to past each day. Frankly speakly, as far as I loved kids but I hate to be pregnant. 6 more months to go! Jia You! Anyway, I went to korea for a short break during the christmas week. That's such a nice break for me although it's a bit too cold. But little one inside me really good to me. Thanks God! Here are some korea pictures for memory:

(From Spore to Seoul & Jeju) Blue House(Ambassador Place), Domestic to Jeju, Mt, Halla, Mysterious Road & Shopping @ Hotel Area
Korea Day 1

Dragon Head Rock, Songsan Sunrise Peak, Tangerine Orchard, Seongup Folk Village, Seogwipo(All-in Filming Site) & Jeju Underground Shopping
Korea Day 2

(From Jeju back to Seoul) Dongdaemum Market & Chuncheon Myong Dong for shopping
Korea Day 3

Kimchi DIY, Nami Island(Winter Sonata) & Xmas Eve @ Everland
Korea Day 4

Christmas Day at Lotte World, Kyongbok Palace & Itaewon shopping
Korea Day 5

Skiing Time & Last Day
Korea Day 6 & 7

@ 10:11 PM